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你好嗎?

牆上靜止的鐘是為誰停留
是不是和我一樣賴著不走
你說故事已經結束 很久
我忘了 向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好
現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空
還牽著 你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到 你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是誰呢?

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到 你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的 是誰呢?


也許在不同的時空
還牽著 你的手

— 6 months ago

Have no fear in your heart
though you feel you’ve been broken and lost
there’s a world where we will meet up again
there’s a place that mends your hurt and takes you in

There are times faced alone
when you find all the holes in yourself
you don’t have to walk the night on your own
I will send a prayer with you to lead you on
I will say a prayer for you when you have gone

— 7 months ago
you are the most beautiful

never mind.

cos its me.

i broke your heart.

i shattered the dream.

i destroyed everything.

just take away everything from me.

so i will remember.

let me be alone.

so i will never forget.

you have done everything and you gave it all.

but i didn’t.

i am fine.

cos i just know.

i deserve all of these.

but i still hope that one day, you will find the true happiness.

bcos if there is only one person in this whole wide world deserves it.

its gonna be you.

i know you don’t trust me.

but believe me, you are the most beautiful thing i have ever seen.

— 7 months ago
say goodbye

how lucky i am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard

— 7 months ago
what am i even doing?

who am i now?

why would i want to do that?

suddenly i am very confused.

i choose to take a sick leave so that i can spend some time with the girl who just dumped me.  i am so pathetic.

watching “the revolutionary road”, it makes me feel so heavy, and it just gets heavier.

no matter how hard they fight, they still be together.

i am just so not worthing i guess.

— 7 months ago
devil

its already been a week

the sadness, the loneliness, filled up my heart

then there is this sudden change today

after all those crying

i feel hate and anger growing inside me, its the devil,

it may soon or later consume me

i am so scared

i am so alone

— 7 months ago

it doesn’t have any sound

it doesn’t have anything

without you, the house is just an empty space

— 7 months ago
說好的…幸福呢…?

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢淹了

開心與不開心 一一細數著 你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了

只是回憶的音樂還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

— 7 months ago
it used to be the best, it used to be the sweetest, i am so sorry, i really am.
i just need one more chance so i can make it all right but it is too late.
i understand but i just couldn’t do it.
what’s good in a world without you?
my happiness, my hope, my everything goes with you

it used to be the best, it used to be the sweetest, i am so sorry, i really am.

i just need one more chance so i can make it all right but it is too late.

i understand but i just couldn’t do it.

what’s good in a world without you?

my happiness, my hope, my everything goes with you

— 7 months ago
我好想你

I can’t sleep I can’t see
I can’t fly I can’t fall
I try to call you I try to call you
But you are not there

I can’t talk I can’t think
I can’t go forward and I can’t go back
I wanna get close close to you
But where are you ?

我開始學習吃飯喝水 開始打開一點點窗
我開始在微風裡散步 對陌生人微笑

也開始接受朋友關心 開始聽到別人說話
也開始在下雨時撐傘 對親愛的不敏感

可是我還是學不會 醒來的時候不流淚

我好想你 不是故意 黑夜太漫長 思念好孤寂
好想你 不是故意 能不能不要學習沒有你

— 8 months ago